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DOUBT ME- && I'll prove you wrong. TELL ME WHAT TO DO- && I'll tell you off. SAY I'M NOT WORTH IT- && Watch where i end up. SCREW ME OVER- && I'll do it to you TWICE AS BAD.

!I AM WHO I AM!
:: TO MY HATTERS:: I keep it real and thats a promise. I may be a B*tch but at least i'm honest. When i walk by you stop and stare. Well keep on looking cuz i don't care. I have my own life and style not tryiing to please you or make you smile! When it comes to competition you are out. Now shut up you hatin' azz. And keep me out of your mouth cuz i ain't a B*tch. SO F*CK THE FAKE!

Things that happend since i last post

SORRY!
Followers for not updating my blog.
I know it has been months since i last update it.
I've been quite busy for the pass couple of weeks.
As you know i'm having my national examination.
So i've been preparing for the exams.
Hmmm...
Yeah, fasting month is also over.
Guess what???
This year i'm gonna use RED!!!
What a nice colour, right?
Actually right now i'm running out of things to say.
Oops!!!
I forgot to write my experience taking the first three major papers.
The first paper was malay.
Oh, malay to me was actually can be said quite easy.
The second paper was social studies.
OH GOSH!!!
The paper was freaking difficult i could not even manage to do any of it.
But, instead of leaving a blank i just wrote what's on my mind.
The last paper was English.
Paper one was easy i wrote about promises.
But, paper two was damn freaking hard.
Passage A was about myths and Passage B was about endangered wildlife.
I just could not understand those topics.
But, i've written all i can and hope i'll make it.
Now all my exams are over.
I'm just waiting for my results in december.
Hope so i make it to sec 5.
Hmmm...
Actually on the 16 oct, i had graduation ceremony in school.
It was fun.
It's my last time getting to see some of my friends as some of them are planning not to come back.
The others are express kids so if the pass or fail i'm not gonna see them anymore.
Later in the night i went to malacca with my family and some of my relatives.
We stay in a resort.
Here are some of the pics of how the resort look like...
Then i also took some pics of myself and my relatives.

Unfortunately on our journry back that was on the 18 oct the van that my uncle drive got into an accident.
Actually my trip was fun.
Not to forget we also went to melacca history place.
Here are some pics that i took at there.

Ok then till here.
Got to go.
Will post again soon.
BYE!!!
Labels: Fun day and so on =), Happy

Tuesday, October 20

The journey of new experience. =)

Sorry guys =(

I have not been updating...

I right now quite busy...

As you know my 'N' level is round the corner...

Yeah, can't really enjoy that much...

The main thing now is just to put my head on schedule...

HEHE.

Not much of enjoyment, but i still enjoy...

On the 7th August 2009,

There was so call the PHRENZ carnival...

For the past years PHRENZ carnival was so boring...

I didn't really enjoy it that much...

This year was fun!

There was:

Fishing Game.

Rockwall.

Archery.

Sports Ganbara.

BMX bikes.

Inline Skating.

Wii.

Rugby.

Kangoo Jump.

There were other that were happening too...

There was interclass competitions...

Interclass competition i didn't really like it...

We played with other classes for netball..

But didn't win coz, those of them were playing are mostly netballers...

We also play floorball...

Too bad again we didn't make it...

Guess what,

Those who're playing were horrible...

But the most that i enjoy was BMX bikes...

Frist was scared...

But in the end, fears for those bike were all gone...

I'm used to ride normal bikes but not BMX..

Now it's nothing to me...

BMX is fun actually...

I really enjoy being companied but those,

AWESOME PEOPLE!

HEHE.

Now what i want is to learn more of those BMX bikes...

LOVE IT!!!

Hey guys, thanks yar.

Labels: Hehe...The fun day =)

Sunday, August 9

This holidays...

Sorry, people for not bloging for weeks.

I was busy with some school stuffs, and had to go to hospital daily.

I hope you people understand.

Hmmm.....

Last Staturday went to batam with my cousins and the rest.

Had so much fun there.

Today went to school, but had to go back home as i am not allowed to go school for a week.

It is all about that stupid H1N1 virus.

The country i went was affected, indonesia.

But don't worry i am not affected.

Holiday was so much fun this year compared to the previous years.

But school is opening soon.

This is what i am not waiting for, but too bad i have to finish up my education life.

Actually i got not much to talk.

So take care people.

See you soon.

Ok then got to go.

Love ya!!!

Tuesday, June 23

What am i suppose to do???

Honestly i am dissapointed with myself,

I studied so hard for the mid year examinations,

But the sad thing is that the subjects that i studied for is what i fail,

I would not mind if i fail those unimportant subjects like mother touge and etc.

I failed all my important subjects like english,maths,combine science and etc.

I really don't know what to say to myself,

I did not play must this year like how i played in class last year,

I know that this year is my critical year,

I want to make it to sec 5.

I want to reach my goal that is to make it to poly,and take the course that i want.

Sometimes i think that i couldn't make it to reach my goal,

But at times i think,

How come those people who mix around with bad companies can make it?

I really don't know if i can make it or not,

But the most important thing is that where ever i go after this year,

I thank those poeple around me that encourage me.

I will also not forget my tution teachers and my school teachers.

That taught me throughout my secondary educations.

Now my plan is to start study from beginning,

Since my "N levels start after jun holidays,

I am gonna spend most of my time during june holidays to study all my weak subjects,

I hope i am gonna do as i say,

That's all i can wirte about my education life that i am going through right now.

Lastly, i just wanna tell people out there,

In this century education is very important,

So people study hard, and ignore those who puts you down,

Just bare this in your mind,some people put you down as they want to stand up high,

But all you have to say to them is don't discourage me,

But u can encourage me,

If not then back-off.

So for those people who is a drop out,

If you still have the chance to take back your education life then don't be shame of it.

If you did not have the chance to get back in education life, but had the chance to work and take up course at the same time then don't think much.

Like i say this is the century that needs education to live on.

Tuesday, May 26

A poem for my B...

It was not long ago that i admire a guy like you,
A guy who does not know i am admiring him,
A guy that i am really unknown to,
A guy who does not know that i am going through lots of pain in my heart,
In my heart i know that he would never fall for a girl like me,
A girl who really need him in her life,
A girl who understand him alot,
A girl who sacrifice her heart and soul for him,
A girl who cried for him almost every single day,
A girl who believe in god,
But in her she believe the phrase that says:
" There will never be any 'us forever' that is our destiny"...
Now that i tend to forget him,
People tell me not to,
Cause u might not know,
He will always melt a heart like mine,
A heart so cold,
A heart hardened by the past,
A heart that is protected by shields so vast,
Slowly i was forgeting you,
Without even knowing,
I was too late to find out,
But no choice i had to accept my destiny,
I could dream i suppose forever,
I could hope that this will happend,
"There will never be any 'us forever' that is our destiny"...
I wake up and say to myself that i am facing reality,
I lied to people when they ask if i love you,
I lied not because i wanted to,
But it is all because:
" I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS DO!!!"
I wish i could talk till the end of the day,
But now i am running out of things to say,
So i will end the poem with the line you already know,
"I LOVE YOU"
More than what i could show...

___________________END_____________________

Tuesday, May 19

I DON'T KNOW WHY???

Today, i had my english oral.

Hope so i make it to the finals.

OMG, Yesterday i just don't know what happend to me,

I could not sleep althought it is already 1 in the morning.

The thoughts of B, came thundering throught my head.

I just did not understand myself and why of a sudden it happend.

Am i totally in love with him or is it just a feelings?

But how on earth did i manage to forget kio after 2 years long i took to adore him?

Why i can forget kio easily and think about B?

Is he fated to be with me or is it just my imagination?

How i wish i could tell out my feelings to B.

But how??? He is such a busy man!!!

I just adore him so much <3

PLEASE GOD HELP US TOGETHERE!!!

I really do love him with my full heart...

What a day...

Today had my geography paper, luckly i study yesterday night if not i think i will go blank seeing the paper...
But i never study for my chemistry paper, i scared i fail...
Already i know i am gonna fail my physics...
WHAT THE HELL!!!!
I finished my paper at 11+ then go slack with my besties....
OMG...i saw her and the asshole today...
so close, like they know each other for so long already...
I already tell her don't mix with that asshole coz one day she might just betray her...
Don't know what to say already...
One day if she is backstab by that asshole don't come looking for us...
I already say don't but u don't wanna listen...
I know u can say that asshole is ur cousin...
But u also my think that asshole already did something to us...
Maybe one day she might just do something to u......
I just wanna tell u that if i hear u say about our dirty strories to that asshole then i won't spare u...
Pls lah get a life...
U can say what u wanna say...
I don't give a damn on it....
So haters leaves now...
To that asshole FUCK OFF!!!
WHO THE FUCK U THINK U ARE!!!
I think that u should just change ur attitude...
Ok then i also don't what to write so much about the both of u...
PLS CHANGE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!
Ok then till her then...
Bye...

Thursday, May 14