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Things that happend since i last post

2009-10-20T08:57:00.000-07:00

SORRY!

Followers for not updating my blog.
I know it has been months since i last update it.
I've been quite busy for the pass couple of weeks.
As you know i'm having my national examination.
So i've been preparing for the exams.

Hmmm...

Yeah, fasting month is also over.

Guess what???

This year i'm gonna use RED!!!

What a nice colour, right?

Actually right now i'm running out of things to say.
Oops!!!

I forgot to write my experience taking the first three major papers.

The first paper was malay.

Oh, malay to me was actually can be said quite easy.

The second paper was social studies.
OH GOSH!!!
The paper was freaking difficult i could not even manage to do any of it.

But, instead of leaving a blank i just wrote what's on my mind.

The last paper was English.

Paper one was easy i wrote about promises.
But, paper two was damn freaking hard.

Passage A was about myths and Passage B was about endangered wildlife.
I just could not understand those topics.

But, i've written all i can and hope i'll make it.
Now all my exams are over.
I'm just waiting for my results in december.

Hope so i make it to sec 5.

Hmmm...

Actually on the 16 oct, i had graduation ceremony in school.

It was fun.

It's my last time getting to see some of my friends as some of them are planning not to come back.

The others are express kids so if the pass or fail i'm not gonna see them anymore.

Later in the night i went to malacca with my family and some of my relatives.
We stay in a resort.
Here are some of the pics of how the resort look like...

Then i also took some pics of myself and my relatives.

Unfortunately on our journry back that was on the 18 oct the van that my uncle drive got into an accident.

Actually my trip was fun.

Not to forget we also went to melacca history place.

Here are some pics that i took at there.

Ok then till here.

Got to go.

Will post again soon.

BYE!!!

The journey of new experience. =)

2009-08-09T21:52:00.000-07:00

Sorry guys =(

I have not been updating...

I right now quite busy...

As you know my 'N' level is round the corner...

Yeah, can't really enjoy that much...

The main thing now is just to put my head on schedule...

HEHE.

Not much of enjoyment, but i still enjoy...

On the 7th August 2009,

There was so call the PHRENZ carnival...

For the past years PHRENZ carnival was so boring...

I didn't really enjoy it that much...

This year was fun!

There was:

Fishing Game.

Rockwall.

Archery.

Sports Ganbara.

BMX bikes.

Inline Skating.

Wii.

Rugby.

Kangoo Jump.

There were other that were happening too...

There was interclass competitions...

Interclass competition i didn't really like it...

We played with other classes for netball..

But didn't win coz, those of them were playing are mostly netballers...

We also play floorball...

Too bad again we didn't make it...

Guess what,

Those who're playing were horrible...

But the most that i enjoy was BMX bikes...

Frist was scared...

But in the end, fears for those bike were all gone...

I'm used to ride normal bikes but not BMX..

Now it's nothing to me...

BMX is fun actually...

I really enjoy being companied but those,

AWESOME PEOPLE!

HEHE.

Now what i want is to learn more of those BMX bikes...

LOVE IT!!!

Hey guys, thanks yar.

This holidays...

2009-06-23T01:56:00.000-07:00

Sorry, people for not bloging for weeks.

I was busy with some school stuffs, and had to go to hospital daily.

I hope you people understand.

Hmmm.....

Last Staturday went to batam with my cousins and the rest.

Had so much fun there.

Today went to school, but had to go back home as i am not allowed to go school for a week.

It is all about that stupid H1N1 virus.

The country i went was affected, indonesia.

But don't worry i am not affected.

Holiday was so much fun this year compared to the previous years.

But school is opening soon.

This is what i am not waiting for, but too bad i have to finish up my education life.

Actually i got not much to talk.

So take care people.

See you soon.

Ok then got to go.

Love ya!!!

What am i suppose to do???

2009-05-26T01:52:00.000-07:00

Honestly i am dissapointed with myself,

I studied so hard for the mid year examinations,

But the sad thing is that the subjects that i studied for is what i fail,

I would not mind if i fail those unimportant subjects like mother touge and etc.

I failed all my important subjects like english,maths,combine science and etc.

I really don't know what to say to myself,

I did not play must this year like how i played in class last year,

I know that this year is my critical year,

I want to make it to sec 5.

I want to reach my goal that is to make it to poly,and take the course that i want.

Sometimes i think that i couldn't make it to reach my goal,

But at times i think,

How come those people who mix around with bad companies can make it?

I really don't know if i can make it or not,

But the most important thing is that where ever i go after this year,

I thank those poeple around me that encourage me.

I will also not forget my tution teachers and my school teachers.

That taught me throughout my secondary educations.

Now my plan is to start study from beginning,

Since my "N levels start after jun holidays,

I am gonna spend most of my time during june holidays to study all my weak subjects,

I hope i am gonna do as i say,

That's all i can wirte about my education life that i am going through right now.

Lastly, i just wanna tell people out there,

In this century education is very important,

So people study hard, and ignore those who puts you down,

Just bare this in your mind,some people put you down as they want to stand up high,

But all you have to say to them is don't discourage me,

But u can encourage me,

If not then back-off.

So for those people who is a drop out,

If you still have the chance to take back your education life then don't be shame of it.

If you did not have the chance to get back in education life, but had the chance to work and take up course at the same time then don't think much.

Like i say this is the century that needs education to live on.

A poem for my B...

2009-05-19T09:41:00.000-07:00

It was not long ago that i admire a guy like you,

A guy who does not know i am admiring him,

A guy that i am really unknown to,

A guy who does not know that i am going through lots of pain in my heart,

In my heart i know that he would never fall for a girl like me,

A girl who really need him in her life,

A girl who understand him alot,

A girl who sacrifice her heart and soul for him,

A girl who cried for him almost every single day,

A girl who believe in god,

But in her she believe the phrase that says:

" There will never be any 'us forever' that is our destiny"...

Now that i tend to forget him,

People tell me not to,

Cause u might not know,

He will always melt a heart like mine,

A heart so cold,

A heart hardened by the past,

A heart that is protected by shields so vast,

Slowly i was forgeting you,

Without even knowing,

I was too late to find out,

But no choice i had to accept my destiny,

I could dream i suppose forever,

I could hope that this will happend,

"There will never be any 'us forever' that is our destiny"...

I wake up and say to myself that i am facing reality,

I lied to people when they ask if i love you,

I lied not because i wanted to,

But it is all because:

" I LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS DO!!!"

I wish i could talk till the end of the day,

But now i am running out of things to say,

So i will end the poem with the line you already know,

"I LOVE YOU"

More than what i could show...

___________________END_____________________

I DON'T KNOW WHY???

2009-05-19T09:21:00.000-07:00

Today, i had my english oral.

Hope so i make it to the finals.

OMG, Yesterday i just don't know what happend to me,

I could not sleep althought it is already 1 in the morning.

The thoughts of B, came thundering throught my head.

I just did not understand myself and why of a sudden it happend.

Am i totally in love with him or is it just a feelings?

But how on earth did i manage to forget kio after 2 years long i took to adore him?

Why i can forget kio easily and think about B?

Is he fated to be with me or is it just my imagination?

How i wish i could tell out my feelings to B.

But how??? He is such a busy man!!!

I just adore him so much <3

PLEASE GOD HELP US TOGETHERE!!!

I really do love him with my full heart...

What a day...

2009-05-14T23:12:00.000-07:00

Today had my geography paper, luckly i study yesterday night if not i think i will go blank seeing the paper...
But i never study for my chemistry paper, i scared i fail...
Already i know i am gonna fail my physics...
WHAT THE HELL!!!!
I finished my paper at 11+ then go slack with my besties....
OMG...i saw her and the asshole today...
so close, like they know each other for so long already...
I already tell her don't mix with that asshole coz one day she might just betray her...
Don't know what to say already...
One day if she is backstab by that asshole don't come looking for us...
I already say don't but u don't wanna listen...
I know u can say that asshole is ur cousin...
But u also my think that asshole already did something to us...
Maybe one day she might just do something to u......
I just wanna tell u that if i hear u say about our dirty strories to that asshole then i won't spare u...
Pls lah get a life...
U can say what u wanna say...
I don't give a damn on it....
So haters leaves now...
To that asshole FUCK OFF!!!
WHO THE FUCK U THINK U ARE!!!
I think that u should just change ur attitude...
Ok then i also don't what to write so much about the both of u...
PLS CHANGE FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!
Ok then till her then...
Bye...

FUCK U !!!

2009-05-10T21:44:00.001-07:00

Last few days, i was chatting with some new friends...

This person is really horrible, he talk to me rudely then he like wanna find fault with me....

Who the fuck u think u are...

U think u got all the friends that surrounds u thinks i'm scared...

Fuck off lah u fucker...

Get a life u fucker...

The first time i online with u, i never reply u, then u say so bored...

Then when the next day i chat with u, then u never reply me, then i say i so bored...

At that point u start ur stupid fucking attitude...

Elo, fucker...if u are really reading my blog....

I think u should really change ur fucking attitude...

U look good outside but when i know u...

OMG i really dont know what to say....

So fucker, u really need a life...

I already say to u i am sorry but then u still ignore me...

HAHAHA...in friendster u still can say u are friendly to any one and u love to make friends...

But when a new friend talk to u...

U show ur fucking attitude...

So if u dont know me don't judge me...

I may look bad outside...

But u don't even know how am i like...

U can say what u wanna say....

Coz i don't give a damn on it....

Ur words will not put me down...

Actually to tell u the truth,the way i see u i know u are a good person...

But i don't know what happend to u...

So if u see all this that i type about u...

I hope u change for the better...

I also don't wanna find enemies...

So that is all i can write from the way to chat with me at msn...

Please read this....

It is really nice getting to know u...

I am sorry if i scolded u a fucker...

I am really angry...

Sorry (x1000)

So the shocked...

2009-05-08T04:33:00.001-07:00

Today...i went to slack again with nel and ifah...

About 4+ we all went home...

Reach home then get ready to go tution at 5....

So shocked when i tell my tutor that i wanna study extra hours on monday for maths...

I cant believe what i said to my tutor...

But actually happy for myself cos i am reall trying my best to study hard due to the mid year exams that is on wednesday....

I hope i pass my mid year exams...

I hope all the subject except combine humanities...

I just dont give a damn on my humanities cos i know that i am not gonna pass...

So to hell with my humanities...

But i hope i just continue to study hard in my others subjects so that i will get good points for "N" level....

Then it is either i go poly or ite....

But i dont care wherever i go but the main thing is that i just want to have a bright future...

Till here then got to go...

Love u people...

(IQAH KECOH !!!)

Happy day & Angry day...

2009-05-07T05:41:00.001-07:00

Hahaha...today go slack under the void deck...

Had lots of fun together with Nel and Ifah...

I had to teach boh of them and was happy that they manage to understand...

Ifah like lost at first but had find her own way back as i had to tell her repeatedly about her mistake...

Now i know how to teach ifah coz i got the method on how she could understand better...

I felt so happy as she manage to get it right,actually she was happy too...

About 5++ we all when home...

I was online and after a few moths got to chat with fee...

At last, but she seems to be trouble by somthing...

But gonna meet her soon afer all the mid year papers are over...

She gonna let everything out of her...

I hope she will not do any thing stupid...

I am super worried for her as now is mid year exams then she also have to go throught all this...what the hell...hope so she will be strong and face everything...

So to all the bitches and fucker that make her so sad...

Stop ur damn fucking attitude...

If u continue to hurt her then i hope that u will rot in hell...

Fuck off!!!

Get a life u asshole...

Till here then take care u people...

(IQAH KECOH !!!)

Cannot make it...

2009-05-02T21:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday go my aunty house....

Came back home at 4:00 in the morning...

So damn tired...

Monday need to pass up my d&t...

Till the final ides some more...

What the hell I have not even finish my 5 paeges of ideations....

How am I suppose to finish it when i have only one day to do all the drawings....

Arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate doing d&t how i hope schooling was just studying...

We need not do anything...

If it was like that I don't think so there would be people who drop out from school...

What am i gonna do now???

I hope if I pass up my undone work...

I still get a passing mark if not i gonna be a dead chicken.....

God please help me......

Tired seh...

2009-05-02T00:54:00.000-07:00

Oh my god...Had to clean the whole house just by myself...

I like dead chicken already...

I hope today can go out....

Start the house work at about 10+++...

Finished at about 3+++...

ARHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I gonna beg my dad to bring me to bugis....

Hope so it happends...

If it happends I gonna love him so much...

The most irritating day....

2009-05-02T00:42:00.000-07:00

Fuck lah...yesterday my dad say to me that we are going bugis...

Suddenly i ask him are we going i wanna buy some clothes...

Guess what he said... that he got no money...

What the hell, actually i was so happy when he say that we are going bugis...

What the fuck,what a change of mind...

Then msn with one of my sweeties darling..

She ask me if i am going out...

I repled to her nope...

I scolded my dad badly in msn yesterday....

So from today onwards i am gonna save money so taht i do not need to depend on my dad always...

Later suddenly he say no money i gonna break down...

Then at night watch TV all the way...

Watch the drama "Suci" at sensasi...

Later about 11+...

I went to my dream land....

The first day of exams...My mid year examinations

2009-05-02T00:12:00.000-07:00

Thursday was my first paper of the mid year examinations...

Luckly malay paper at least no need to study that much,only study the proverbs...

My exams only finished about 12++...

My sweetie darling waited for me...

I didn't know thay could wait for me patiently till 12++..

Furthermore they had finished their paper long before me...

They finished their paper at about 9++...

What a sweet friends they are to wait for me till my papers were over...

Finished my exams we went to J8...

My sweetie darlings were buying clothes from cotton on...

Then the two guy were counting the time...

What to know how long do my sweetie darlings spent her time in cotton on...

Hahaha..she took about 19 minutes just to buy a piece of hotpants...

Then followed by about 3minutes just to buy that rose red nail polished...

Oh my god...they even counted the last place she went that was to buy her hair scarf....

At there it was the minimun timing she took...

It was about 2 minutes only...

Took bus back to the normal place where we always slack...

Happy to talk thing out with my sweetie darling...

Open talk pls...

We talk about and slack about 1 hour +...

Then when home...

Took the long way walk with my sweetie darlings...

It is just that i cannot miss her...

At last when home sweet home....